Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Back to blog again...
Today sch was a dull day for me. ComMaths lecture and tutorial was like sian.Differentiation last time learn le so i found it very bored. DMD stil ok, continue the lab sheet...nxt week stil got DMD Flash Test haiz..
I was feeling abit down for a while. Feeling lonely for the 1st time in my poly life. This brought back the times of sec sch where i was juz sitting there and staring down without any direction. I would imagine the days of sec sch which i dreaded, sitting all alone, with no one to talk to.
Then Joanna came around to talk to me and asked me why i was bored. That sort of cheered me up, as i knew immediately tt i was not alone after all, knew tt people would always help me, I was very grateful to her. Thx Joanna!
I was also having a bad flu today. So dont really well to be able to centrate fully today. Hope for a better school day tmr.
Reflections
Poly Life have changed for the better for me. Although I am still unable to fully forget about those dreaded sec sch days, poly life has allowed me to erase some of those, and then replace it with better memories which i will always cherish. I would like to thank each one of you in 0804, to give me a chance to see the brighter side of life. I would also like to thank all of you for helping me throughout school. I really appreciate it, really. I would also like to thank u all specially, for accepting and understanding me, and letting me join with the group of friends. Knowing this, it really make my poly life even brighter. Honestly speaking, b4 the start of school in april, I would nvr ever have expected poly life to be so enjoyable with u guys yea. Now I am really reaping the rewards of having so many friends who would help and support me.
Gone were the days that i would dread to go sch and getting bullied and criticised(insulted) by my "friends".Also gone were the days tt i would go for breaks totally alone. Gone were the days which I had to face bad treatments from "friends". Gone were the days where everyone would reject me when finding a group. Gone were the days where i had to sit alone on a table during lessons. Gone also were the times where people will always ignore me purposely whenever i was talking to them. Due to those, i really would feel happy to call you guys my true friends, seriously.
As one of my classmates once told me "to forget about the sad past..present is in our hands", I really believe this sentence now. 3 months of poly had passed. Still, I would be gld to be able to turn back time and enjoy them again. 3 months had brought me more than i had expected, including a Class BBQ, and a class outing etc, which I never experienced during my last 2 years of sec sch. Honestly, whenever I looked at those photos of the class and with u guys, and i tink back, it brings a smile to my face. Thanks Everyone!
My Inspiration
Tuesday, July 08, 2008