What if I was physically normal, would I be having as many friends around as now.

I had a befrienders’ meeting for dinner last week after work. I met up with grace and Madalene, and also made a new friend Ser Wee. Had dinner while talking quite a lot with the befrienders, they are quite nice and fun people. Weiling and Lyana was unable to join because they something on, as Petrina joined us too. I also gave Grace and Madalene a surprise gift, which is a flash animation website. I hope that they will like it! (:

A few months, I also met my befrienders for a picnic session, together with Shawn and Ting Jun. Then having dinner together, we went to a nearly void deck to play some card games again. After I lost a game, the ‘forfeit’ for me is that I played the song “When you say nothing at all’ on guitar for them to enjoy!

The previous semester in year 3 isn’t really a good semester. I had to manage most of things on my own, a far cry from the times in the previous 2 years where I would always have friends around me. It seems to be quite a long and lonely journey. Even though I am able to join some of them during lessons, however during break time it is rare that I got a group to follow. So, I would normally be on my own as they already leave the lessons before me. Thus, I just took school slowly, handle it day by day.

I had to motivate myself, knowing that I would be able to enjoy msn chats at the end if I focused on work in school. This semester I specialized in networking, as all the modules covered is about routers and networking concepts. I find that I am able to grasp networking quite fast, as I got interests in knowing how networks operate and communicate with each other.

But sometimes I find it weird whenever I approached a person, somehow the person just ignore me and imagined that I didn’t talk to them. It feels that it is quite embarrassing to me. I sometimes would wonder why they would do that and ignore me, not as if I do something wrong towards them though....