I still remember the last day of school after Sem 1 exams, we all go out to AMK Hub there play pool and also relax with them after the exams. I always remember whenever school ends, at whichever block, I would always go home together with clique to the MRT station there, almost everyday...
Now Sem 2, it just seems to me that go out and also having classmates to accompany me go home together and all, it seems to be a distant memory...
Semester 2 is alot different, as compared to Sem 1. I dunno why also, is juz tt when i see my former clique all toking and lauhing together, my head just seem to drop down...
There muz be a reason for the difference. Nowadays, as i walk home alone from sch after lessons, my mind is always tinking "Why now become like that?" As i analyse through, I find that the main cause of it is bcos of me, not them. I acept that it is because of my mistakes I had made, which causes myself to dont have the essential courage to face them , like I did so successfully previously.
Im not running away from it. I put my hands up to say that its my mistakes which makes some dont want me together with them.
Mistakes which I have made, and thus i need 2 learn from them. A few days ago, someone was telling me that I am indeed irritating to them, and interupt their talking, then also she said tt why do i need to run and chase after them to be together with them...
And tinking over it, I tink she is right..
I noe tt it is my mistake, my error, which causes me not being able to join them as wel as Sem 1. I seek a chance to let me learn and change. I really wish i can re-experience the joy of being together with my former clique and 0804 again..
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翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由说你不接受我
就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把距离当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的借口
请你回头
我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果
我也能够承受我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容
如果要走请你记得我
看着我班的照片
想念若隐若现
四月的开学我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个机会让我去改变
就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把距离当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走
是你受伤的借口
请你回头
我希望能你们会再接受我
就算没有结果
我也能够承受
我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容
如果要走请你记得我
My Inspiration
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
What Hurts the Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
My Inspiration
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Juz came across something interesting
hi all. Havent been blogging for quite some time le, coz quite busy in school nowadays..
Today while on computer doing homework, i went to see my facebook account updates then saw a photo album of the Happy Friend's Club, AWWA. Out of curiousity, I went to see those photos taken by them, yea..
As i looked through those photos with glance, halfway through the album, i saw a photo of a volunteer wearing a yellow shirt..That yellow shirt aroused my mind as as it looks familiar to me..I then had a feeling that i had wore tt shirt before, but i cannot remember when tt time was, so i looked through some more of them...and the more i looked at them, i also knew tt I had went to the scene where the photos were taken, as the place surrounding the photo at the background also sounds familiar to me....and when i came past this photograph below
From that, I suddenly remember that i went to participate in a camp called Camp Explorer , a few years back( I was in Sec 1 then). Then this was my group of friends during this camp. Sylvia(the girl on crutches from left) , now another god friend of mine, was in my group that time. She and I was to be "reunited" again in the ILS Camp 2006.
I tink before this camp, i tink i onli knew Ting Jun( 2nd row, 1st person from right , we 2 was also to be reunited again in the ILS Camp 2006) and Bryan(beside Ting Jun, second from right), who I was together with him in the AWWA soccer team..
i think those clients which I noe now, i dont not kow them at that time as i was still a young boy
Those clents like Amanda(above, the girl on wheelchair), then i dont noe her yet. I and her would then be reunited a few years later, again in the ILS Camp 2006 and the Malacca Trip 2007
As i glanced the above photograph, I suddenly realised that most of the clients in this grop, i dont noe them at tt time. Philip, (the first person at the back row from right) will then become one of my good friends after a few years after this was taken, via the tuition group. Another friend now which i do not noe at tt time was Chun Qi(the girl at the back row, second from left). which i was to know her through the ILS camp 2006. The girl on the wheelchair, above) i tink is Pin Xiu, which i was to make friends with her in the Malacca Trip 2007. She was to be participating in the 2008 Oymics representing singapore to win Gold...she indeed has inspired me hahaha...
Trying finding me in this group photo
Me, Sylvia, Ting Jun, Shawn(group photo 1st row, 5th from left), Philip, Amanda and Chun Qi, all in this camp, and others, would then be the frontrunners to form as a clique in later years after this camp....
My Inspiration
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Updates
hi all!!
Abit of updates abt ytd.
Well, ytd Tuesday, after morning GD lesson, we are all "debating" whether will there be DEP lesson after that. After awhile, we heard from someone tt the DEP lesson is cancelled.Woots
Therefore, we got 3hr break from 12-3pm.
We didnt want to stay in school and on laptop rot for 3hrs, veri waste of time
So, Colin suggested tt we spend our 3hr break in Orchard there. Ethel didnt join us as se got group project to do. So, me, Colin, PeckYing, Dennick and CaiYing decided to go there have our lunch and also visit the bookshop there.
Trained there to Orchard and went to the FoodRepublic to settle our lunch. the meals there was quite expensive hahaha...then after tt went to the bookshop see see hahaha
After which, at abt 2.30pm then have to leave Orchard, set our way back to scool for nxt lesson, IAD.
thats the end of update
My Inspiration
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
My Inspiration
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
As i glanced the above photograph, I suddenly realised that most of the clients in this grop, i dont noe them at tt time. Philip, (the first person at the back row from right) will then become one of my good friends after a few years after this was taken, via the tuition group. Another friend now which i do not noe at tt time was Chun Qi(the girl at the back row, second from left). which i was to know her through the ILS camp 2006. The girl on the wheelchair, above) i tink is Pin Xiu, which i was to make friends with her in the Malacca Trip 2007. She was to be participating in the 2008 Oymics representing singapore to win Gold...she indeed has inspired me hahaha... 