Sunday, October 12, 2008
Semester 2: A new Beginning
(May have some ramdom things in this lastest post)
Semester 2 starting tommorrow le..13 October 2008
Semester 2 is a new beginning, a ffrsh start for me
Semester 1 is over, comes Sem 2
New modules to tackle..new spark of determination to do much better than Sem 1
Sem 2 got no Maths Module haiz...
Sem 1 GPA 3.2 only, Muz improve come Semester 2.
The 6-Week Holiday has been indeed long...
Now School is reopening again...
During the long holidays, went back 2 my former primary school to volunteer for 2 weeks...tts all
During the course of the holidays..
well..some thoughts are in my head, mind racing...
in terms of my relationship with my class...well, i feel very comforted that life had gone well for me.
Being this, I think it brings about some worries..or should I say..fears, going into a new Semester 2.
Now that is Sem 2..well, i guess that people will know me better...
Will I be accepted into the mix??
Will I go into breaks alone on my own or with a group of classmates and friends?
I am really very fearful that it may turn out the way i dont want it to be
fearful that Sem 2 some of those that i am quite together with them will slowly drift away from me.
After asking some of my disabled friends abt their own life in sch ..well, i got to admit that i am more fearful.
As the fear intensifies, I am indeed getting scared now.
Afraid that nobody would want me to join them and have to be alone as such
the feeling of being rejected by my friends is indeed very painful, having experienced that before..it is so bad such that i would not ask to have that experience played all over again.
Sem 1 i took some time to adapt to a new life, where I will always be with a group, and not alone. Naturally, I was not used to it and needed much time to adjust to the better life tt i enjoyed in Sem 1. Now I am more or less used to it liao
I want the upcoming Sem 2 to be like Sem 1.
fearing the dreaded.
Just have to hope that the dreaded dont come at me
The fear is indeed there....
My Inspiration
Sunday, October 12, 2008
