I still remember the last day of school after Sem 1 exams, we all go out to AMK Hub there play pool and also relax with them after the exams. I always remember whenever school ends, at whichever block, I would always go home together with clique to the MRT station there, almost everyday...
Now Sem 2, it just seems to me that go out and also having classmates to accompany me go home together and all, it seems to be a distant memory...
Semester 2 is alot different, as compared to Sem 1. I dunno why also, is juz tt when i see my former clique all toking and lauhing together, my head just seem to drop down...
There muz be a reason for the difference. Nowadays, as i walk home alone from sch after lessons, my mind is always tinking "Why now become like that?" As i analyse through, I find that the main cause of it is bcos of me, not them. I acept that it is because of my mistakes I had made, which causes myself to dont have the essential courage to face them , like I did so successfully previously.
Im not running away from it. I put my hands up to say that its my mistakes which makes some dont want me together with them.
Mistakes which I have made, and thus i need 2 learn from them. A few days ago, someone was telling me that I am indeed irritating to them, and interupt their talking, then also she said tt why do i need to run and chase after them to be together with them...
And tinking over it, I tink she is right..
I noe tt it is my mistake, my error, which causes me not being able to join them as wel as Sem 1. I seek a chance to let me learn and change. I really wish i can re-experience the joy of being together with my former clique and 0804 again..
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翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由说你不接受我
就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把距离当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的借口
请你回头
我会陪你一直走到最后
就算没有结果
我也能够承受我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容
如果要走请你记得我
看着我班的照片
想念若隐若现
四月的开学我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个机会让我去改变
就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把距离当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走
是你受伤的借口
请你回头
我希望能你们会再接受我
就算没有结果
我也能够承受
我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容
如果要走请你记得我
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Thursday, November 20, 2008
