Time just seem to fly so so fast, and yet now, it is just left a week to Special Awards 2009. It just seem like it was only yesterday that clique has only decided to hold extra guitar practices in preparation for Special Awards Performance, and now is like very close to the actual.

Make no secret of it, I am very scared and worried that I cannot be able to perform well when it matters most. I just hope that come Special Awards, I hope I can play well, and lead the team to debut glory. Am I the right man to lead u all ??

This week, met shawn at Yishun interchange at 8am, to travel to AWWA together. Reach the bus stop was raining very heavily, so shawn advise call amanda ask if can longpang anot haha. In the end is trouble amanda's mum 2 fetch us and philip to ACCESS. sorry sia taxi fare give u, amanda=p

Reached ACCESS then wait for amanda (Clique mah so wait for each other is only right) to readsy then we 4 go to auditorium together, met Sharman and the rest there, already
tuning their guitars. Soon, we settle down, start tuning guitars, then before we know it, they ask us to go up on stage if we all are ready. So fast??haha

Fear engulf me as I took my steps walking towards the stage, fear in the sense of scared tt i will play poorly and of coz abit nervous la half half. Rehearsed on stage twice, in between watching amanda's wheelchair dancing group and also SPARKZ sing. Inspired by both. I also saw a video of ththe works in awwa for the past year. I saw myself volunteering as camp committee in Skull Island this year. Moreover, I have also seen presentation of deserving award winners and also their achivements. I see those inspiring stories that has indeed had an impact on me, inspiring me etc, and yes, i tink i look up to them alot, seing wad they had to go through to achieve their success as seen in them today. Sad to say that I dont have the determination as strong as them haiz... So, after tt rested a while then they run 1 more round of rehearsals before it ended. I felt that all was very well done.

After which, went for lunch with clique then extra practice until 6+. Shall not say anymore abt extra, because it was very disappointing, confidence torn to shreds. Went dinner with amanda and YP, then slack chat chat dao 8 then we went home our different ways.

I just like saturdays eh, dont u tink?? Being with clique is just fun, fun to the extent that time seems to pass so fast whenever I am with them. Slower can?? haha

If there will be 1 saturday which I dont wan to come fast, it will be the next saturday, the 1st of august....I hope I can play well..I hope the team can win, I can win....

It is just cool to be with them, play guitar, chat together do all those fun things together. We slowly bonding together, closer and closer liao. Every saturday guitar, to play with them is just a motivation in itself liao. I hhave successfully blended all of them together into 1 united group, and I tink it brings about lots of happiness for me, so I freely express myself yea so. it is just so fun to be with this clique. This sat, the wjole clique will be reunited 2 celebrate the success of all those clients that brought me inspiring stories....

P.S: With u, I cant lose, sure win de, can help me for 1 last time?? Is my dream to play guitar with u, help me achieve it, can?? We always talk on msn about guitar, now is about performing when it matters most..I hope the team can win, I can win, and we can make that happen...I also share yr fear, yr nervousness, even though i didnt say it out, in fact, I am more scared and nervous..I can only win with u, make my dream come true, as we chase even more glory as a team, and you are key to that happening...Help me, encourage me....