You are my best friend, my inspiration, my role model, whatever I call u, it makes no much difference, is it??

It just seems to me that I thought that I known you long enough to see you as my best friend.
4 years and maybe I hope, more... I know that our buddy, Sylvia, know you for 8 years, since primary school.. As compared to me knowing you for only about 4 years, my time that I know you seems distant and far apart, should I say?? But does tt make me think tt I dont see you as my best friend as compared to her??

Many a times, it seems strange to other people that two of best and closest friends are girls, quite odd, or should I say, weird?? But, no, it isnt the case. In fact, when people ask me who is my best friend, I onli have 2 answers, or perhaps only that 1 answer, in my mind? I treat u very much as my best friend, do you see me likewise as your best friend??

When you in school feeling lonely, or solo in school, I would try to accompany you. It also makes me feel not so lonely when in school too, at least i got one person to find if I got problems and stress in school. You are perhaps the only close friend connection I hoped of having.

Last time, you always on msn will pm me, chat with me etc. I kinda like it, coz whenever you pm me, it would always lift my spirits, seeing tt I can spend time chat with you. Now that you would rarely or would not pm me, I feel quite lonely...

We both share the same passion and interest in guitar, yes. We have the motivation to do well for the guitar team, as well as the others. In fact, when we first started out in guitar, I knew that you were already had some musical background.

Throughout a year of playing guitar as one of my interests, I have always seek help and musical knowledge from yoou, because I know for sure that you would help me de=). In fact, you have made me the guitar player I am today, with the possibility of pursuing a dream that I had for quite some time. You guided me in some ways that improved my guitar skills progressively. In fact, without your help, I wouldnt even be playing guitar using the multi-finger style which you also employ in your guitar skills. In short, I see your skills in myself. During guitar practice or extra practice, sometimes I would play poorly or not up to my standard which I expected of myself, so so called will "cui". However, how strange the theory is, I always realised that I play better when playing with you, because I feel happy and thus confident playing guitar of you. It has been always my aim to be performing guitar for Special Awards 2009, but I think it will be an additional bonus to be able to play guitar together with you, among the rest, as part of Guitar Ensemble team..

I like to help people alot, and yes, I would help anyone. It bring me quite a nice feeling to be able to help others, from Yuan Ping, shawn etc. But i also like to help youu, is because that I thought I was as a friend, quite close to you, so I thought I could help you more (keep guitar, push wheelchair etc), coz i thought i was close to you, so can interact with you more freely. I remember once, when we went home together, when I lost control while pushing your wheelchair. But from then on, you told me that you were scared that I helped you? In penang camp last year, when they asked us to find a pair, you thought that I would find the rest and not pair with you? I tink at that time, my choice was quite clear that I would want to pair with you for tt dunno wad event or wadever. At that time, is because i wanted to help you too. It just seems to me that I am happy to help you alot alot, so if you realized, i always try my bestest of my ability to help you, not to say that i would also willingly help the others, without a doubt.

You have always been my inspiration, is because maybe ever since, i saw u climb down a long flight of steps one-handed with crutches, that I was right to get inspired by you. I were even triied to do that worr, never mind one handed, eeven so with crutches yet one-handed. I tink it takes alot of courage to go down one step, never mind completing the flight of it all, with the way you did it.

No matter what, I will always see you as my best friend......do you see it likewise?
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