Sunday, January 30, 2011
Perhaps i should not have given that role at all in the first place, not when there are a few leaders around.
Perhaps is just that it just makes me concern and work too hard to please and do well for them. Such that i forgo a lot of important factors which actually made the group as close to each other as it is today.
I built and yet i not sure whether was it me who just spoil everything, the spirit and togetherness of the whole team to bring so much success until the end of 2009.
Somehow, i just lost my touch, feel and motivation of it amid just wanting to 'win' without even putting effort for myself. I suppose i must start to put that effort in, for me to catch up already. No more chances of me becoming complacent already, It is about time that I have to work towards being worthy for the chance to part of the team yet
Every time that I am stagnant then other people can be able to improve, and thus reduce the difference between each. So i think i have to be more committed such that i can be a asset to the team again (:
I rather develop my friendship with my friends, then the performances are just the motivations for us to support each other.
Rebuilding of motivation and confidence in progress.
I hope that I can get back to the team again soon..
My Inspiration
Sunday, January 30, 2011
